.:If We knew then What we know now:.

2011-03-09T23:20:00.000-03:00

"All the walls I've been building up
Crack and then break when you're around
I get weak
Nothing I do to fight it matters now..."

[I Get Weak - Westlife]

L.O.V.E.

2010-10-24T11:58:00.000-02:00

My feeling...

2010-10-11T00:02:00.000-03:00

A Change

2010-09-07T23:54:00.000-03:00

Believe

2010-08-07T20:35:00.000-03:00

"And I, I wanna believe in love
I wanna believe in something bigger than the two of us (the two of us)
And I, I wanna breathe again
I wanna go back to the days, the days I had my innocence
I wanna believe again"

[Believe - Performed by Orianthi]

Desire.

2010-08-01T22:37:00.000-03:00

If I knew then

2010-07-28T22:16:00.001-03:00

Well, the song that made us give this name for this blog:

2010-07-23T22:58:00.001-03:00

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

(Author Unknown)

That's it.

2010-07-23T22:50:00.000-03:00

Come to me.

2010-07-10T00:16:00.001-03:00

Lost and insecure, you found me.
(The Fray)

Mysterious ways...

2010-07-10T00:11:00.001-03:00

To touch is to heal, to hurt is to steal.

If you want to kiss the sky, better learn how to kneel

(U2)

Miss U

2010-07-04T23:29:00.002-03:00

Looking for...

2010-06-28T21:21:00.000-03:00

I still haven't found what I'm looking for...

let.it.go

2010-06-24T23:20:00.003-03:00

Photo: Let.it.go

I was thinking about this photo and I have a conclusion... Just do it. Close your eyes for all our problems, Clean your heart for all your pain and fear... And Let it go.

By Sue

2010-06-20T20:54:00.000-03:00

List 10 musical artists you like, in no specific order (do this before reading the questions below)

1. Westlife
2. Backstreet Boys
3. Josh Hoge
4. Blue
5. Jesse McCartney
6. The Saturdays
7. Brian McFadden
8. Kelly Clarkson
9. Jordin Sparks
10. Rascall Flatts

What is the first song you ever heard by number 6?

Up
What is your favorite song of number 8?

Behind These Hazel Eyes
What kind of impact has number 1 had on your life?

Wow, I don't know. Maybe more than I can imagine xD
What is your favorite lyric(s) of number 5?

"I could tell by the look in her eyes
Maybe I'm just another one of her lies
'Cause I know we've been through this so many times
Still I'm here though I'm burning up inside"
What song(s) by 3 makes you happy?

360
When did you first get into 2?

My sister is their fan. So, I start to like them, and then love them -.-
How did you get into 3?

I don't remember. All I know is that I started to like him right away.
What is your favorite song by 4?

Fly By
How many times have you seen 9 live?

None
Favorite album by 7?

Set in Stone
What is your favorite song of 1?

Home
How did you become a fan of number 10?

The same as number 3. I don't remember, but I'm a fan now.
Who’s the most attractive member of number 8?

Kelly Clarkson =_=
What song of 3’s do you listen to the least?

Take It Or Leave It
How long have you known 9?

2 years
What are your top three favourite songs by 6?

Here Standing, Deeper and Chasing Lights
What’s your favourite cover by number 2?

Album cover? Millennium xD
Have you seen 10 live?

No
Have you met any of 4?

No
What’s your favorite album by 1?

Turnaround
Favourite lyric(s) of 7?

"Why don't we get away
Out of this town"
What is one of 5’s best songs?

It's Over
How many times have you seen number 2 live?

Ony one.
Which number have you known of for the longest?

Number 2
What’s your favourite song by number 9?

The Cure

I've got it!

2010-06-04T14:31:00.001-03:00

[Photo by Maroon 5]

This is true! It's just we look for it...

2010-06-04T02:59:00.000-03:00

Four years ago the same thing happened,

And I survived,

I will survive again.

It will hurt like a bitch,

But I’ll survive.

Miss U

2010-05-30T22:35:00.001-03:00

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try, to fix you

(Coldplay)

Feeling

2010-05-10T14:10:00.000-03:00

"...Sometimes the only way is jumping I hope you're not afraid of heights..."

(Gavin DeGraw)

Yes, I teach!

2010-05-02T10:49:00.001-03:00

Since I was a child, I want to be a teacher... not only a teacher, but a Professor (with Capital Letter! LOL). I grow up thinking about it, desiring it and, nowadays I’m studying hard: in the end of this year, I’ll be a Professor.

As long as this doesn’t happen, I’m a teacher. I teach Portuguese at work and English in a course at university. It’s a big responsibility! But it’s a funny thing! I really love my students! And although I’m the teacher, I learn a lot with then (they have no idea how they teach me!).

Be a teacher – or Professor, if you prefer – means always learn. Learn to be prepared to teach. Learn with others teachers. Learn with your students. I believe it!!!! Why?! Because teachers are not that person who knows everything… And I have to say more, a good teacher is that one who believes in his/her students! If you are a teacher and you don’t believe, sorry, you aren’t a good teacher!

But, why am I saying all this things?!

I don’t know… Perhaps, because I want to share my feelings with you...

2010-03-15T20:58:00.001-03:00

"Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother..."
[How Did I Fall in Love With You - BsB]

I miss that kind of friendship, and now only memories remains. And when I heard this song today, it really meant something to me. It was like years ago.

Look!

2010-02-28T15:28:00.003-03:00

Friends

2010-01-29T22:58:00.002-02:00

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

[unknown]

Breathe

2010-01-28T12:38:00.005-02:00

The roar that lies on the other side of silence
The forest fire that is fear so deny it

Walk out into the street
Sing your heart out
The people we meet
Will not be drowned out
There's nothing you have that I need
I can breathe
Breathe now
Yeah, yeah

We are people borne of sound
The songs are in our eyes
Gonna wear them like a crown

Walk out, into the sunburst street
Sing your heart out, sing my heart out
I've found grace inside a sound
I found grace, it's all that I found
And I can breathe
Breathe now

[Breathe - written by U2]

_____________

This is the way I feel the world now...

London.

2010-01-21T21:40:00.002-02:00

I should have let you go
When I saw that
It was over in your eyes
What do I have to do?
To get rid of you
I'll be better on my own
Now I miss the sun
But as long as I'm with you
It's just another rainy day in London...

How I miss this city...

Another Mistake

2010-01-16T15:22:00.004-02:00

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Source: MyFox

Another World.

2010-01-15T12:32:00.002-02:00

Somewhere high
Somewhere high above the clouds
We could live there safe and sound
Far away from where we are
We'll find our star
But maybe that's another world
[Steve Booker/Sophie Delila]

Blessed

2010-01-13T23:04:00.002-02:00

God is blessing me, although I can't understand His ways I can feel His power over my head. I know that everything He does is for me live better, so I'm thankful for every thing He's doing in my life. :)

That's all. That's enough.

Shadows...

2010-01-08T23:45:00.002-02:00

I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It’s you, reminding me
Of how to love
I’ve had enough
Of your shadows...

[Shadows - Westlife (McLean/Tedder)]

Life

2010-01-08T23:25:00.001-02:00

Bad Dream

2010-01-06T14:44:00.006-02:00

Last time I were here, I wrote ~~just one line~~ about "bad dreams"... Now, I found this song, called "Bad Dream", and I want to share with you. I really appreciate Greg Holden's voice, so I think you'll enjoy either. =)

It was...

2010-01-03T20:46:00.004-02:00

[Photo by jgraham]

It was a dark night with bad dreams...

Happy New Year!

2009-12-31T01:21:00.002-02:00

2010: "Roll the dice"

2009-12-29T21:43:00.004-02:00

Roll the dice
(By Charles Bukowski)

If you’re going to try, go all the way.
Otherwise, don’t even start.

If you’re going to try, go all the way.
This could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.

Go all the way.
It could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days.
It could mean freezing on a park bench.
It could mean jail,
it could mean derision, mockery, isolation.
Isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test of your endurance,
of how much you really want to do it.

And you’ll do it
despite rejection and the worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.

If you’re going to try,
Go all the way.
There is no other feeling like that.
You will be alone with the gods
and the nights will flame with fire.

Do it, do it, do it.
Do it.

All the way
all the way.

You will ride life straight to
perfect laughter, its
the only good fight
there is.

♫

2009-12-28T20:03:00.004-02:00

When I fall in love it will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love is ended before it's begun

And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun
When I give my heart it will be completely
Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you...

[When I Fall In Love - P.J. Proby]

Reading...

2009-12-26T23:46:00.002-02:00

Using over 150 hours of interviews with the band, the coffee-table sized U2 BY U2 is a worthy addition to the many official and unofficial sources of information already available. Band members Bono, the Edge, Larry Mullen Jr., and Adam Clayton talk about their early lives, their initial struggles in the music business, and the way they've each coped with their increasing success, in addition to sharing often deeply personal stories about relationships within the band and with their loved ones. Insight is also provided into U2's songwriting and recording processes, and the recording of such worldwide best-sellers as RATTLE AND HUM, ACHTUNG BABY, and ZOOROPA, while lavish color photographs from the band's own archives tell their own story of U2's rise to fame.

I just want to be this Santa Claus...

2009-12-24T21:11:00.002-02:00

Merry Christmas, peeps!

2009-12-24T20:44:00.000-02:00

Happy ♫

2009-12-22T23:05:00.000-02:00

"Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy"
[Happy - Natasha Bedingfield]

Thinking about everything...

2009-12-22T22:49:00.003-02:00

[My Confusion...]

I don't know if all my decisions are right... Perhaps, because things can lose control quickly and I can't do anything about it. When I introduce people, when they choose what they want... Life it's crazy, but is good. I just need understand it... Sometimes I think: oh! If I knew then...

God bless me and my friends...

You and me...

2009-12-05T20:49:00.002-02:00

[Source: http://weheartit.com/entry/1080003]

Happiness

2009-12-02T16:03:00.005-02:00

Untittled

2009-11-21T22:41:00.005-02:00

It was all about you and me;
It was all about your world and my world;
You had your decisions and I had mine;
You had your choices and I had mine;
You had your dreams and I had mine;
You told me almost everything about your life and I told you everything about mine;
You’re with her and I’m with him;
And now, it’s everything about me;
My fears;
My wishes;
My dreams;
My feelings;
My thoughts;
My everything.

Feeling

2009-11-20T10:42:00.002-02:00

[Source: Images that speaks to me]

Thought...

2009-11-11T20:07:00.003-02:00

I thought I could be a kind of guide of our dreams. But I realized that "our" is only my dream. Just a dream that will not come true. Just a dream that will leave me in the middle of darkness. The "our" is just a partner: my loneliness and I. I thought I could be a kind of guide... However, I can't...

Waiting...

2009-11-01T15:07:00.002-02:00

This white paper is waiting for a word, just a word. It doesn’t need be a flawless word nor the biggest one. This paper is just waiting for a word that gives it a new meaning, a new life. A word that communicates something or a word for supporting someone...
An order word! A lovely word…
This paper is waiting for a word that will change the world, a word that can express all the feelings…
This white paper is just waiting…

Feelings

2009-10-22T14:21:00.003-02:00

Sometimes there are no words

To express the feeling
That makes my heart beat...

Sometimes there are no reasons
Sometimes there is just pain...
Somethimes I’m nothing
I’m only listening the rain...

I want to desapeare
Alone,
without love

I want to desagree
With all that happened before...

Mess

2009-10-22T13:46:00.004-02:00

I don’ t have plans
I don’t have projects
I don’t have future
I’m confused, lost and lonely.

I don’t see life with the same bright
I don’t feel the same love
I’m a weak one

And now, I’m crossing my arms
And waiting for a future that I’ve never look for
I don’t have promises
I don’t believe in dreams, even I’m a dreamer
But, dreams for what, if you can't make them true?

Lost in a mess

About friendships...

2009-10-22T02:14:00.003-02:00

What do you know about friendship? What this means for you?
For some people is just a thing without importance, a friend is someone that you have to do somethings for you and listen all your problems. For others friendship is like a change of favors, well, if you are a good friend for me, I'll be a good friend for you and just enough. But isn't the point...

Sometimes we are capable to leave our dreams, our lives, our lovers for a friend and and we don't think if this friend deserve it, doesn't matter if is the best friend or the childhood friend, the question is : Do they deserve all this sacrifice? this time? this faith? this proud?

I know this post will look like I have any friends or the only friends that I have, had been fakes, but isn't this. The best friends of this world are mine...Only mine, just mine and I'm selfish when is to talk about them, but some people doesn't have the same luck.

This week something happened with a friend that made her a bit angry, and this post is dedicated to her, 'cuz she knows what I'm talking about'. And don't leave your dreams or other things just because someone told you : "Hey I want it too". Remember this: Is not always that you need to care about others, sometimes we need to care about us. It's enough.

You know that I'm here for you... always.

PS: Happy B-Day to Teca! My best serial killer <3
PS1: Fê and Sue, Love u so

Cah

I need time...

2009-10-21T14:01:00.003-02:00

I have a friend that always asks me: "Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??????????"
Today I understand his feeling!

Why life does it with me?!?!!? WHY?

My life is so confused and complicated... I’m so sad... I don’t like argue with my friends ...
I can’t explain it, but I need to write here because my soul won’t stand this situation...

By the way, Cah, I have to thank you! Thank for supporting me everytime I needed! I love you!

Fe

I have to work... I have to eat...

2009-10-19T12:16:00.004-02:00

...but I'm here!

♫ Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you ♪
(Oasis)

[photo: Horizon]

Ok... I have other things to do but I really want to write something here today. I'm thinking about a lot of things about my life, thinking about my dreams... I really don’t know what I could do or what I want... I have no time, no money... I just have ideas.
And how make these ideas come true?!

Perhaps it’s gonna start today!
Perhaps I’m gonna change my life today!

Today, I’m going to start my work at University. Working with the best teacher there I know how much I’ll learn about teaching. I can’t wait it!!!

Well... that's it!

I got to go now! =P

See ya! =D

Fe

PS: Cah, this is us! LOL
PS²: Sue, I can’t wait for read your composition ;)

Here I go!

2009-10-19T00:09:00.005-02:00

YaY! One more blog, but that’s special, ‘cuz is my first blog completely in English. How this idea coming up? It’s simple… I was talking with Fê on MSN, and she told to me “I want to do other blog and in English” so I asked: “Why you don’t do it?” She told: “I don’t know” and I asked again: “Do you wanna a partner?” she told: “Yeah =D” and here we go!

It’s a good idea cause she’s Language student and I’ll be a Language student so we need improve our English. But we want more, and we invite our lovely friend Sue. We always write poems and crazy stories all time, it’s funny. I really love them. I don’t remember when this friendship begun, but I know that day after day this friendship is stronger and this is good (this is love, this is us haha).

Ok, let’s go talking about the name… Why If we knew then? Just because we love this music, I spoke for me and Fê, I don’t know about Sue xD This song is in new album from The Backstreet Boys (our fav band) and looks like hip hop song, was produced by Claude Kelly. You need to listen this song.

It is, I’m tired written in English and my brain doesn’t work with perfection, whatever… Who cares? I hope that you enjoy. Take care.

See ya guys.

This Is Love, This Is Us.

By Cah

Here we go...

2009-10-18T22:46:00.004-02:00

♫ I wanna have it all
Happiness and love all around... ♪
(AJ McLean)

Well, well, alright!
I really don’t know exactly what I’ll write here… but, let’s go!

Today, I was talking to Cah and I said: I wanna write a blog, but in English!
And now, I’m here! Buy the way, WE are here!
One thing that you should know about me is that I really can’t live without my friends, so I can’t live this experience alone.

Idea ok… but and a name for this blog?!
There is a song, a new song, called “If I knew then” that makes sense in our lives (different reasons, but it makes sense)… so, we didn’t think twice: If we knew then, what we know now?!
I don’t now, but we want to discover!

"So in closing, goodbye, goodnight os good morning to all, to all remember life is just!"

If I knew then

2009-10-18T19:43:00.002-02:00

(Written by: Carsten Schack, Kenneth Karlin and Claude Kelly)

Life should be like a game of cards
You make a mistake
Then fold the deck and start over
It should be just like drivin in your car
Get lost and your navigation system
Gets you closer

But there ain't no handbook
You're on your own
Got no instructions
When it comes to love
Cuz once you do something
Can't be undone
Wish I could take back
Letting you go

If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn't have said
I don't need you around
Alone in this mess
Silence is so loud
So I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
Yeah I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now

Wish I get remote controls
Then I just rewind into
The time it was better
It should have a restart button
So, I could travel right back
To the day that I met her

But there ain't no handbook
You're on your own
Got no instructions
When it comes to love
Cuz once you do something
Can't be undone
Wish I could take back
Letting you go

If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn't have said
I don't need you around
Alone in this mess
Silence is so loud
So I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
Yeah I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now

Cuz there ain't no handbook
You're on your own
Got no instructions
When it comes to love
See once you do something
Can't be undone
Wish I could take back
Letting you go

If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn't have said
I don't need you around
Alone in this mess
Silence is so loud
So I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
Yeah I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew

If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn't have said
I don't need you around
Alone in this mess
Silence is so loud
So I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
What I know now (What I know now)
Yeah I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now